r_u_bald

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 03:17:10 GMT

1 - Go to wikipedia.
The first random wikipedia article title that you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Random quotations.
The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to flickr and click on "explore the last seven days."
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use photo shop or similar to mix it all up. Post it.
and here it is:

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 07:12:37 GMT

Fuck it,
I dont want to go through this again. Damn you hairdressing and boyfriend, if you two did not exist I would be miles away by now. Overseas, somewhere where I could just hide from all the drama until it died down. I am usually too agressive, and feel the need to get involved. But now all I want to do is run and hide, not take sides, or even pay attention to what is going on. But that will be impossible while I am still alive and in vancouver. I just can't do anything right short of being a hermit.

Life of lonelyness here I come.

best angry post ever?

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 04:32:11 GMT

who hates socails?
I DO, I DO!!!

Who hates certain people?
I DO I DO !!
please stop analysing everything i say
or i might be forced to slap you in the facial region

Angry post, I know

Oh and dear hair,
would you mind growing a little faster please i am bored of you
or should i prehaps cut you off into a purple fohawk or a brown fohawk
and thats about all i have to say

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 13:17:13 GMT

SO
ive decided to post]
Because it is 6am
and i want to drink my tea, but it is too hot
so i will post something instead

My life is boring at the moment, so i dont have much to say and seeing as noone looks at Lj anymore besides lily, posting is pointless but WHATEVER

Anyhow
can you guys belive summer is a week away?
Because i really cant, but im really stressed out about exams, esspeciall Mah because i do NOT want to have to re-do math next year
i would die if i had to

I dont really have any big plans this summer which is half disapointing half good, because that means we can go to wreck beach everyday!

So anyhow im going to drink my tea and find something to wear now

Adios

English story

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:19:36 GMT

Any sujjestions.. ideas?

Act 1 Jan.12/07

It is a constant battle between the wind and my coat. Shortly after a battle well fought, the wind penetrated my old, torn sweater. The wind had won and I could feel the cold start to take over my body. My legs dangling freely over the water, I had nowhere to go, how could they have done that to me? I was a soul, with no body to occupy. I was a ghost. I needed to be set free, and fall into the sparkling water below me, lit up by the streetlights along the bridge. But to every ending story there must be a start, so here it is. My story.

“Next stop, Renfrew”
The sounds of kids laughing mixed with the click of the cameras from Asian tourists. I never understood why they found it necessary to take pictures out the window; there was nothing much exciting, a couple malls, and a shit load of trees, nothing new to me.

I am the one who gets people from point A to point B. I see a lot of different faces, and hear a lot of different stories, from broken hearts to crazy party nights. No one ever seems to notice me listening though. I have no identity. I am who I see, the stories they tell, become my own. I am the soul of the sky train. And that is where this story beings.

After a lifetime of being the soul of a sky train, you start to appreciate the small things in life that most people don’t notice, such as not having to share your space with everyone, free time and music, but most of all, music. My chairs were polka dotted with people’s old stale chewing gum. Graffiti is ubiquitous. “Mike was here”. I didn’t understand why people liked to do that, vandalize things for no reason. For the most part, I didn’t understand people. You would think after years of listening to people’s high, philosophical conversations about society, I would have learnt something. But I just couldn’t grasp the concept of it all.

Every morning it is the same routine for me, leave the terminal at 5:30am, I see some of the same people, and some different ones. It seemed like such a tedious routine, until nov.17.06, the beginning and ending of my life, also her first day of work. The second she walked onto the sky train, suddenly I understood. Love. I was no longer going by the dictionary definition. I had that feeling, the feeling I often hear people talk about. It was no long just a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend *. It was the real thing. Her muscular shoulders seemed so strong I just wanted to hold her. I could see a tattoo poking out from under her cut-up white t-shirt. It seemed to say something in French. I didn’t understand what it said; yet I knew it must have been something poetic and beautiful.

If only I could have talked to her. I had never been good with words, as a matter of fact I had never said anything. She was listening to her Mp3 player anyways. She had it turned up to the maximum volume. I could faintly hear the lyrics,
“The saddest part,
Of a broken heart,
Isn’t the ending so much as the start”

I recognised the song, I don’t know how, or what from, but I did. It was Let it die by fiest. It was beautiful, the instruments seemed to melt together, as though they were making love. It is not everyday I got to hear something that beautiful.

I am often bored with the repetitive sounds of my wheels on the tracks, and the recorded voice informing everyone of the next stop. As one can probably imagine, it got annoying after a while. But I had no choice, I had to endure it. Even if you may not like your nose, doesn’t mean you can just up and leave your body, and go find a new one. That’s how it was with my, I was the soul and the train was my body.

Unfortunatly I suddenly snaped back to reality when I realised what had happened. I had forgoten all about the fact that I had a duty as the soul of a skytrain. The train was now lagging. It wasn't that big of a deal to me. It happened often. I didn’t mind, all the people on the train always got a little frustrated though, people don’t seem to like to be late for work.

After that short disturbance, I started up again. And I was on my way to the next stop, Broadway. That was when she got off. For the rest of the day I couldn’t stop thinking about her. If only I weren’t trapped in this metal body, I would have asked her out to coffee.

*www.dictionary.com definition of love.

Jan.23/07
Act 2

After a long and weird day I returned to the station where we all go to sleep, only to do it all again the next day.

I was so happy to see her the next day. She looked as beautiful as mysterious as the last time I had seen her. She sat in the corner all by her self, listening to music. She wore almost the same thing as the last time I saw her. Dark blue jeans, with paint-splats, and bleach stains all over, and the same beat up white t-shirt. She had on an old jean jacket, to protect her from the old outside. I figured she worked in construction, or painting or something like that.

Her face was dirty, and her nose ring shone in the icy sunlight. Her eyes were red, either from crying, or her eyes were simply leaking because of the cold air outside. It made the green in her eyes look even more vibrant than usual. Her face was tough; I could tell she did not live an easy life. She was working hard to pass through life. That was probably why she took the sky train everyday. I had heard people complaining about gas prices being insanely high.
“ I work 6 days a week, with a fairly respectable income, and I still cant afford to feed my car everyday” I heard a business man tell his cell phone once.

I had to say I wasn’t opposed to gas prices rising in fact I welcomed it. It meant more people had to sky train places, and I got to observe more people. There was not as much of a gap between rich and poor on the sky train. Everyone has the same goal, to get where they are going, be it, work, school, or the mall.

I enjoyed observing society from an outsides point of view. It was the only way I learnt to understand emotions, through other people’s words. For all I know the world was completely different than people describe. They say, “people don’t talk to reveal secrets, they talk to conceal them”.

At least that’s what I’ve heard. Everything I knew, or thought I knew about the human brain was forgotten every morning, for about 5 stops and approx. 5.23 seconds. I had no thoughts just an unbelievably warm sensation running all over my body. Every morning that feeling would stop at Broadway.

Everyday I noticed something new and beautiful about her. Even though she remained the same, I would stare at her for every second of her trip to work. Just thinking about nothing. Trying to preserve her image in my mind. But it never lasted long.

So it continued for months, she would go to work. I would have 5 minutes of beautiful nirvana. I no longer worried about other people’s small problems. Like who would walk Ed Grossman’s dog while he was away for a week in Nelson visiting his dying uncle Dick. I finally had my own thoughts.

But I had to admit it was difficult. How did people balance all the small problems? All the small thoughts, and ideas running through their heads like a million fruit flies swarming an old apple. I hated it, I just wanted to look at her, I wanted to be close to her, I wanted more than anything to talk to her. I would do anything for her.

I enjoyed the feeling I got when I look at her. That is why Mar.19/07 was the worst day of my life. I was expecting it to be like every other morning we spent together. With the same 5 minutes of extreme happiness. But she did not get at the usual stop she was not there. How could she not be there? She was always there. I was freaking out. I tried to calm my self down she was probably just sick. I decided to wait until next week until I jumped to conclusions.

Weeks rolled by, she had still not showed up. Months past. I was worried I would never see her again. I tried to forget her. I didn’t want to keep thinking about the “ what if-s” anymore. I had given up hope of ever seeing her again. The image of her would not leave my mind. The same image I had tried to keep in my mind for as long as possible would not leave now. I just wanted to forget her!

I was turning into an insane mess I no longer cared about anything, I no longer thought about anything. She was the only thing that would fit into my brain space, her image occupied every last brain cell I had.

My life as the soul wasn’t working out. I no longer wanted to be trapped in that stupid metal body. But there was nothing I could do. I was stuck. I could not lead a normal life on the outside, even if I wanted to.

Suddenly my life made a sharp turn, that day was the start of the end of my life.

I was going on as my own mundane self. Only thinking of her, but going on as normal. I was running fine, until I suddenly stopped for no reason. I figured it was just another lag. And that I would be up and running again in a couple minutes. So I waited around, the passengers gradually getting angrier and angrier.
We must have been there for at least half an hour, until a disgruntled passenger decided to call on the emergency phone.

I recognized the man; it was Ed Grossman he was back from his vacation I guessed. And was yelling into the phone to the operator on the other side.
“You know I have places to go? Just get someone over here as soon as possible”
I could here the soft-spoken woman on the other end of the telephone,
“Sir, we have people on the way now, please just stay calm” I could hear her try to cut in in-between his angry rampages.
“Sir, I’m sor..” He continued yelling into the phone. “I’m sorry sir, we have people on the way now, there is nothing I can do to make them go faster.” He slammed the phone down in a fiery rage.

What was happening? I had never lagged for this long before, I still just assumed it was nothing. Looking back now I realize I was just in denial about what was yet to come.

I realized we had been there for a good long while and it was getting dark out. When the men came to help the people out of the train it hit me hard what was going on. I was done. I had heard stories about old sky trains “retiring” which really meant they were done for, and old.

After a good hour of helping all the people out of the train, it was completely empty, it seemed as though it would have been appropriate for tumbleweed to roll by. It was just empty seats as far as the eye could see.
The officer who was helping people off came up into the car, to check if there was anyone left. “Excuse me sir, you are going to have to get off this train, it is broken” Who was he talking to I wondered.
“Sir, you are going to have to move, or I will have to pick you up and move you myself”. After a while I finally understood. He was talking to me.

Did he not understand? You cannot just evacuate whenever it like. To put it in English, so that a simple human mind would understand, this was my boat, and I was the captain. The captain must always go down with its ship. Except it was even simpler than that, I could just simply not leave.
“Sir, I am going to have to carry you off the sky train”
So, he did just that, and with every muscle I had in my body I held on for dear life. Literally, I was holding on to life. Without my body what was I? Just a ghost wandering aimlessly looking for the light so that I could be sent to heaven, or hell, or eternal nothingness.

Act 3
I could begin to feel the skin on my hands starting to sweat, and slowly slip off the rail. With every figure that slipped off I was like someone putting a bullet into my head.

When He finally pried every last one of my fingers off, he carried me off the sky train and put me down on the ground. “Go home” he said in a soft voice, even though I could tell he felt no sympathy towards me, he thought I was just another homeless drunk.

I stood up off the cold cement. It was pitch black outside, other than the streetlights that lined the empty streets. I started walking. What else was I to do? I was a ghost, aimlessly wandering around the city looking for the light to set me free.

Her image was still embedded into my mind.

As I walked down the icy sidewalk, slipping every few seconds. I could feel a cold line running down my face. Then my eyes started to go blurry. I knew I was crying but why? Its not as though I felt any physically pain. I didn’t want to be crying. People driving by in cars occasionally glancing over and throwing me pitiful looks, I didn’t want their pity. I didn’t want to feel. I had nowhere to go. Where did I belong?

I continued walking until I saw bright lights in the distance. With a lack of anywhere better to go I followed the lights. I walked I don’t know how far, I walked until I could no longer feel my feet.

After what felt like days, yet seconds of walking I came to an extremely brightly light up bridge. The sign read “Lions gate bridge”. I knew what I was to do. I was going to finally going to be set free.

I started to walk slowly up the railings of the bridge. As I climbed higher and higher my heart started to beat faster and faster. The tears where flowing from my eyes like heroin on Main St.

So now here I am, with my legs dangling above the freezing cold water, and my face soaking in tears. I was finally going to be free, so why was I hesitating? All I had to do was let go, let go of the rail, and slip off into the water, slip of in to nothingness and finally stop wondering.

Suddenly the sun started to rise, it was a beautiful sight. The pink and yellow colors all melted into one beautiful color pastel palette, with the bright sun in the center of it all. Suddenly before I noticed it, the Dark was overcome by light. The early morning cars started the flow onto the bridge.

I took a deep breath and focused on her image. I slowly started inching forward and with that, I knew I was ready. I let go and I fell. They say when you die, your entire life flashes before your eyes. But that was not the case for me. The only thing I was thinking about was her, that image that had been stuck in my head for forever. I hit the water so hard. It killed me instantly. It was over. When you don’t want to feel, death can seem like a dream. For me it was a dream come true.

Love is extreme happiness pouring forth from the depths of two simultaneously beating hearts, where each heart beats for each other. Yet, her heart was not beating for me, and now my heart was not beating at all.

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 22:05:18 GMT

Wiierrrddd

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Kai is your soulmate.

You truly love Malcolm.

You consider Lily your true friend.

You know that Ashleigh is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Emma for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Robin is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Emilie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Andy is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Andy changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Shayla is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Shayla has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 07:17:29 GMT

I just pulled half a pin out of my foot,
it was massive and super painful. All i wanted to do was put a band-aid on it.
My mom almost fainted cause she said it was so gross.

OW!!

IM BORED

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 01:36:17 GMT

Do you have the following in your bedroom

Condoms: Yes... but only condom, from condomania
Cell phone: Yes.
Chair/stool: Yes.
Book shelf: Yes.
Dresser: Yes.
Computer/laptop: Nope
Bean bag: yes
Pictures: Yes.
Mirror: Yes.
Skateboard: No.
Bed: Yes.
Clothes on the floor: TONS
Surfboard: No, i wish
Smoke detector: Nope
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: Yep.
locking door: Nope
Bottle of water: Yes.
Blacklight: Nope?
medals/ribbons: Yep.
Awards: Yep
CDs: Millions.
Flag: No.
Stop sign/any sign: Yup, well sortof.
Paintball/Airsoft gun: Nope
Real Gun: No.
Cigarettes: yes
Pot: No.
Alcohol: maybe?
Books: Yes.
ps2: Nope
Xbox 360: No.
Stereo: Yes.
Television: Yes.
Lighter: Yes.
Gum: Yes.

how many windows do you have in your room? Two.

What is the color of your walls? Pink, and orange, hella ugly.

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? Both.

What's on your walls? Homemade awsome paintings, and a bunch of crap

Has the opposite sex been in your room before? Yes.

Has the opposite sex been on your bed? Yes.

Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? Yes.

Ever had sex in your bed? No.

Anyone other than you ever had sex in your bed? No.

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you? No one,

Do you like your bedroom: No.

RECAP!!!!

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 23:59:35 GMT

* January *
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this past year? i think so.
2. Who kissed you at midnight? ruby
3. Where were you at 12:00? lily's living room, with everyone.
4. Do you like hot chocolate? sometimes
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? Nope
6. Most memorable moment of January? Nothing, dont remember anything

* February *
1. Who was your valentine in 2006? No one :(
2. What did your valentine get you? Nothing
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? I made them for my friends
4. Stand out event of February: Zellers Night #2?, Emma finding out Joy was pregnant,

* March *
1. Are you Irish? yess.
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? of course.
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006? danced around with nad and lecky,i think
4. Stand out activity from March: Bake-a-thon with claire i suppose

* April *
1. Do you like the rain? Love it
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? nope i forgot about it
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? Nope, i was in ottawa
4. Why April rocked: The first ever fab 4 party time, before the group was even established + getting drunk, and having ton of fun. Goign to ottawa with my cousin i hadn't seen in ages.

* May *
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? Tiger lilys
2. Do you like the spring? Not really, but sortof
3. What's the best part of May? i dont remember
4. What was the most important part of May? Dad's birthday i guess.

* June *
1. What year did/do you graduate from school? 2009!
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? I don't think so.
3. How did you celebrate graduation? I haven't yet.
4. Best part of June: 6 months! FREEDOM.

* July *
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? nothing i dont think.
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? Hawaii!!! i think it was in july
3. What defines July to you? the heat, no school, all the trips,
4. What made July great? Fire works <3

* August *
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? Sleepover at my house.. the last time we were ALL together.
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? tons
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? YES
5. Define August in 5 words or less: Busy, loving, awsome, kickass, workingful.

* September *
1. Did you attend school/college in '06? yesss.
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? Mr Byron.
3. Do you like fall better than summer? Hell no.
4. Most memorable part of September? Ruby leaving. First kiss,

* October *
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? Janet from rocky horror picture show.. SO unbelieveably awsome
2. Whats your fav Candy? chocoalte
3. What did you dress up like this year? Janet
4. Best part of October? MY BIRTHDAY!

* November *
1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving? Nadja's.
2. Do you like stuffing? yup, usually.
3. What are you thankful for? family good life.. all taht good stuff..
4. What stands out the most about November? Being official, finally. Avelinas party.

* December *
1. Do you celebrate christmas? yup.
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? no. :(
3. Did you get what you wanted this year for Christmas? meh sortof
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? I dont know,
5. Do you like cold weather? LOVE IT!!
6. What are you waiting for the most for this next year? Excitement

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 21:04:21 GMT

I felt really bad about crying on the christmas train last night
And ruining the mood. I just couldn't help it

SO sorry guys
I just feel stupid about it.

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:33:25 GMT

No one ever comments when i update my Lj
whats up wit dat fools?

my weekend and other fabulous notations.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 19:59:43 GMT

hey yall
can everyone who took pictures at emilies birthday send me them please :D

Sweet

So anyways
My weekend has been ok i guess, i really should be cleaning my room right now. But oh well.
Anyways,
Friday- Emilies birthday party, we had a heated discussion about life/religion/parent/abortion/gouverment/same sex marriage... and all that good stuff. Than i slept over at emma's we had a fun time. We just hung out and talked.

Saturday- We woke up and hung around for a while. Than sophie and I went to sophies house for 10 minutes or something. And we took pictures.

pardon the hugeness

After that i went to go meet my dad to see "stranger than fiction"
I really liked it. THEN I met up with simon at shoppers, We bought hair dye. I blondered my hair, but it is still super strawberry blonde !@#@$.

pictures to come later

SImon dyed his hair dark red, It looks good. Than we ate chips and went to lilys, hung out there for a while with lily and caleb, But than they wanted to start drinking so we both went home.

Sunday- Here I sit wasting my time until 2:30 rolls around and i'm off to make a fort at kai's house.

So that was my weekend so far... and OMG im acctually updating lj NO WAY!!.

drawing contest

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 06:11:12 GMT

who owns at drawing lil jon?
I do!!!!

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:28:15 GMT

Answer the following in exactly two words:

1. When was the last time you shaved?
long time
2. Explain what ended your last relationship.
No love
3. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m.?
Waking up
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Knitting alot
5. Are you any good at math?
Pretty good
6. Your prom night?
Not yet
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Dont know
8. Have you had to take a loan out for school?
Not yet
9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
No myspace
10. Last thing received in the mail?
Birthday present
11. How many different beverages have you had today?
probably 3
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
You bet
13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
Metrics' music
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
I do
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
Nothing yet
16. What is out your back door?
back yard?
17. Any plans for Friday night?
See borat
18. Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
I do
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorns?
I haven't
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
several times
21. Do you re-use towels after you shower?
Sometimes yes
22. Some things you are excited about?
seeing borat
23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
Ew jello
24. Describe your keychain(s)?
Have many
25. Where do you keep your change?
my pocket
26. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
speech contest
27. What kind of winter coat do you own?
Thin one
28. What was the weather like on your graduation day?
No grad
29. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed??
Closed halfway

Rant

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 23:01:20 GMT

Ok guys

Im sortof just ranting here
but I really feel like i need to change my style,
Eventhough its not something that i can change easly. But like k
im tierd of looking the same as everyone eles.
I want to be original. And not match everyone
Even though it is impossible to be 100% original.
But like ok..
so first ella buys the same jeans and shirt i have.
ANd like usually that wouldn't bug me at all.
But than claire decideds to wear tights and shorts to avelenas party thing,
Witch was exactly the same thing I was wearing.
(and this is the girl who got mad at me for putting braids in because she had braids)

Than we show up to avelenas party, and soph and I are wearing the same capulet thing, just in diffrent colors.
And usually these things wouldn't bug me at all.
But when it all happens in the span of 2 days
It made me realise taht i need to start to shop at value village more.
And fuck
its really pissing me off
I dont want to be some generic person with nothing original or new

fucking hell
Maybe i should stop wearing clothes!?!?1

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 22:47:38 GMT

OK so
These ar the songs i officially know how to play on the guitar
Chasing cars, wild thing, Sunshine of my love, Sea of love, rocky raccon, and golden slumber, and 1/2 of I will follow you into the dark.

Anyone have a sugestion of what i should learn next?

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 23:17:18 GMT

oh ella
we always have so much fun together
I love you

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:20:47 GMT

I found a brad
KIck ass
Btw everyone im being janet
:D
And i finally found someone to be my brad
lol now all i need is a rocky so i can have sex with rocky and have brad be my boyfriend
lmao
but not acctually
Oh and this is for the dance
:P

Im so happy
besides the factthat i really should be diong hmwk
WHATEVER

I said the joker is a wanted man

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:25:01 GMT

dudes what should I be for ye old haloween dance?

1.megenta
2. janet
3. lumber jack
4. 50's pin up
5. ..... i forget what the 5th one was
:P

any other ideas/ input.

K so I might as well write about my yesterday.
K well, in the morning shayla and I finished watching rocky horror picture show.
And started watching the ringer

Than they drove me home.
I showered... and than kai called.
I met him at brentwood, we went to the beach and than walked the sea wall.
Than we went to the bank. Got pizza, and erm.. oh yah sat at a bus station for liek 2 hours talking.
That I came home. Watched half a movie, And fell asleep ridiculously early.

so yah
In a moment im off to go get ready really slowly for going to nads party tongiht.
We have plans to get super dunk and scare off elektra's needy boyfriend
lmao.
Because we are just tthat good of friends.
so yah

Ideas for the dance much appreciated....

Fuckit
As of now im a lesbian
boys are to confusing

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:58:12 GMT

k so i never update

umm here it goes
last night I slept at lilys
and we got CRUNK
and yah i could totaly walk in a strait line.....?
anyways so than i went home
kai picked me up
And it was silent so i was like im going to call shayla so I did and she met us
oh and we ran into sophie
but yah so we saw shayla went for dinner
and umm than called zach and we all went to kais
for a lovefest, mostly between me and shayla well actually it was all me and shayla and occationaly zach would rub our headss
haha so yah first update in a million years
I doubt anyone will read it but OH WELL

I have to much energy
its all shaylas fault

THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so fucking excited
kdjwshgsgc
what will happen? Love maybe? Marriage I hope so, im so excited
its going to be so intense

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 07:36:46 GMT

Im home!!!
And in a really bad mood at the momment i dont know why. A million little things went wrong today. But I wont bore you with the details.

Anyways on to more important things. So here I am in hawaii with my family that i havn't seen in a year, and all I can think about is boys. Im sutch a whore. And DAMMMM them hawaii boys are FINNEEE.
I had 3 boy experiance type things

1. This guy in jamba juice (who was SOOOOOO hot,) was like "wow you have reall gorgeous eyes, sorry i just noticed they where really pretty)
Than we like practicly had eye sex while he was making my smoothie.
He had longish hair, well not long but skarter hair and it was close to my coulor but with diffrent highlights and sutch. And he was all pretty and tanned and I love him. Anyways on to the next one

2. This guy offerd me a coconut, hah long(ish) story, not really, I just dont feel like explaining.

3. Met this guy named jeffery on a 6h-painful-as-hell boat ride.
"Um excuse me sir can you get the elevator for me" lmao.

So yah, I got alot of stuff,
Sorry i didn't get something for all our friends only the people who asked me before I left
ie ruby and emma,
Cause we only had like 2h total of shopping,
and all the stuff i bought for myself was like while we where waiting for a restaurant or sometihng, anyways,
Sorry to the rest of you guys.
But here is what I got for myself

-tube dress
-Strapless green Bikini top
-2 shell necklaces
-2 beaded braclets
-A million postcards
-2 magazines (for the airplane)
- stuff for people
- A free lei
-a sweater dress for $1 (but im going to make it into just a sweater, and than make the bottom innto a tube dress thing)
-Stuff for my faja
-more than i dont remember but i will remeber later

So i took the next 2 days off so someone call me
CALL MEE

damn i think that was the longest enrt i have ever written
Im pretty proud,

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 04:03:31 GMT

I'll have the skinny ham please
hahah Ahh work makes me laugh sometimes

lmao so many funny work momment

Anyways
first enrty in a million years, Im jut that bored

K well i will resume my week

monday-hung out with my dad saw lady in the water, it sucked, and even I wasn't scared.
tuesday-worked
wensday-worked, fireworks with ruby and lily, and cried alot when I got home cause I was really sick, I HATE MCDONALDS!!!
thursday-shopped with mom
friday-shopped with mom and ken
saturday-worked, went to the fireworks with kai, stayed up to late "OMG it sais MAX" "No it sais IMax" "dammit!!" haha silly kid
Sunday/today- Worked, lily+ emilie are on their way over to sleep over

And i hung out with lily a couple other times but i dont remember the date

So yep no one even goes on lj anymore but oh well comment anyways!

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 05:54:53 GMT

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Thu, 27 Apr 2006 05:32:47 GMT

im updating!!
woot
but its just clothesd i want

http://www.bust.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=BU-UNICORNSHIRT
http://www.bust.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=BU-PROFILESHIRT
http://www.bust.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=TBB&Product_Code=WU-WWCAMISET&Category_Code=
http://www.bust.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=TBB&Product_Code=NS-LSCSHRT&Category_Code=02c
http://www.bust.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=TBB&Product_Code=NS-LSCSHRT&Category_Code=02c

not acctually but sort of
http://www.bust.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=TBB&Product_Code=MB-MUDBOY&Category_Code=02c